Archive for April, 2010

Doing good today.
Worked 7am-5:30pm. Chilling at library before going out to eat with people.
AND got a job offer from friends to babsit their kid full-time this summer,
he’s my faaavorite little boy in the world & I hope it works out.
But of course I’d have to quit my new daycare job in July
and find another one by Sept.
Do-able.

Dad’s church. I’m still torn.
1. Do I continue to go out of force w/ angry attitude & be guilt-free?
2. Or do I happily stop attending but live with lifelong guilt towards dad?
I’m leaning towards #1 cuz I dont think I can just quit.
But I really really really REALLY want #2.
….torn.

Other than church, life is great!
Sister is out of my life forevahhh,
got a part-time job & part time business (pre-paid legal),
got summer job offer,
getting along with parents,
hanging out with friends everyday,
being assertive (love it),
and just everything!

of course there are ups & downs & financial worries
but you know what, im experiencing & learning a lot by being independent.

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Sweet Release, LET GO and Let Yah 

April 23, 2010

This morning as I meditated on Father, His goodness, and all that He has done for me; Folks He formed me, us; I realized that I would not be here if it weren’t for our Lord; I realized I am nothing without Him and I am everything because of Him; I acknowledge my current state of being is not who I am, but who He is in me; I realized Elohim cannot be understood nor sought out by our human, carnal mind, but by His Spirit only; I realized Elohim is larger (for a better word) than the life and world we have come to know; just imagine, He has the whole world in the palm of His hands; He spoke and it was formed; He commanded and the sea parted.

 

All at once, right at this moment, I LET GO! I LET GO of SELF! You know self (flesh) can be our biggest enemy.  I didn’t know this was possible before, I did not realized the difference between giving up of self and letting go; in my entire walk with Father I have always said, Lord I gave my life to you, it belongs to you, take my life and made it yours Lord because my life is yours; I have said these words so many times for a long time; what I did not realized before today is that while I have given my whole self to the Lord, I still held on to it, I never really released or let go of self to the Glory of the  Lord.

 

In order for us to take the BIG leap of FAITH we must first LET GO, let go or die to self in order to be free to hold on to Yahshua, the Word; when I realized that I had just LET GO of self and of this world, I said Lord, I am not my own self, you created me for your GLORY; Father I will go to the ends of the Earth with you and for you; Lord I surrender (hands off) all to you, I am your vessel, I belong to you.

 

I realized that unless I let go of self, of my fears, my doubts and uncertainties, my will, my own ability, my fleshly carnal faith, my strength, my knowledge, my understanding, my wisdom, my hope, my dreams, my life and my all, if I don’t LET GO of these things I am not free and my faith is not sure; if I don’t let go of these things then my faith is in what I am able to do, which is nothing; now that I’ve LET GO I realized that my FAITH is in Yahshua, in what He is able to do which is all things.

I literally GIVE UP, SURRENDERED, and it was a SWEET RELEASE, I felt free and alive for the first time in my entire life, knowing that I don’t have to try to do anything (spiritually speaking) of my own strength and ability; I know that He who is perfect and knows all things will do the work for me and through me for His GLORY and His HONOR; I realized that I am his instrument of joy, His instrument of praise, His instrument of Love, His instrument of Grace, His instrument of Power and Strength and Mighty Works.  I now know the WAY to my Lord, I know the TRUTH of who He is, and of who I am in Him, I know my purpose in LIFE is to be the instrument of His Glory and of His Joy and of His Love.  Yahshua is the Way, the Truth and the Life.

  

We were created for his Glory and for His amazing LOVE; instruments of His Praise and of His Love and of his Glory and of His Power and of His Strength and of His Might and of Life in Him; He desires our love, we came into being because of His Love for us; He can only truly Love us when we are FREE to receive His Love; He can only manifest His strength, his power, his might, His Glory and His Love in us when we LET GO of our feeble self; He can only be truly Glorified in us when we FREE ourselves and become empty and open to Him; when we become FREE, EMPTY and OPEN, He then freely takes hold of our whole being and He FILLS us with His Spirit and SEAL us as His own; we become one, Him in us and us in Him, even as the Holy angels in Heaven are instruments of His Glory and of His Might and Power and Strength; so it is that we also who are called and chosen are instruments of His awesome Glory and Power and Love.

 

I never knew such freedom existed before; I always thought that I was free; I now feel ALIVE for the first time in my life; I have this freedom in my spirit and in my mind and soul that I never had before; by Faith, I know that HE can walk on water in this vessel of mine; by Faith, I know that He can raise the dead in this vessel of mine; by Faith, I know that He can walk through fire in this vessel of mine, for my Faith is IN HIM; it is not what I can do through Him, but what He can do through Me; He can do all things for me and through me because He is my strength and my Faith is made strong in Him. I died that He might live in me; I am not afraid of anything or anyone anymore because I know that He live in me and that He is able; He strengthens me, He Loves me, He died for me, He is my LIFE, He is my LIFE, He is My LIFE; there is no other Life, He is My Life.

 

To LET GO is a state of being, a place of ultimate commitment of this release, setting yourself FREE to fly and to soar above this Earthly realm; to soar in Heavenly places, far above the wisdom, the knowledge, the understanding, the love, the power, the might, the strength and the authority of this world.

 

To LET GO is to FREE (lose) yourself that you might find it and hold fast to LIFE, Yahshua is the Life; just imagine yourself holding onto a ledge outside a ten story building, feet dangling in the air, arms stretched, tired and worn from years of HOLDING ON; imagine Yahshua saying to you, LET GO, I will never let you fall, LET GO I have you in my hands; LET GO, I have the whole world in my hands; LET GO I am bigger and taller than what you are holding on to; just imagine, you looked down at Yahshua, you saw Him as a man, you saw Him as small as you see yourself, He is not able to catch me if I fall you believe; folks this is the state of faithlessness in Yahshua I saw flashed before my very eyes; most sincere Christians today are in this state of faithlessness right now, even the bride; I know I was, I thought I knew what true Faith was, up until this moment. No wonder we feel so tired all the time, our holding on allow the enemy access into our life which causes us to wrestle against the enemy; we must LET GO and LET Yahshua IN.

 

Then again, imagine yourself holding onto this same ledge outside this ten story building; just imagine Yahshua, saying to you, LET GO, you looked and saw (Elohim) God in the flesh, bigger and taller than any building known to man; He was standing there the whole time, waiting for you to LET GO, His hands were always on you, holding you; you just did not have the FAITH in Him to believe that He is Holding you, that He is able; before, you saw Him through the eyes of flesh, now you see Him through the eyes of Faith; this is my Faith, that He is bigger than life as I know it to be; Elohim, the Creator of the Universe, the God who spoke all things into being; our Elohim encircles the entire universe!  He is bigger than any problems known to man or angels!  He wants to fill you with Himself!  He desires for you to LET GO, surrender all, GIVE UP!  His desire is to possess you, to make you His.

 

That which is seen is not Faith, we must walk in Faith in Him, He is our Faith, our Faith is in Him and not in ourselves; there is no Faith in what we can do, it is what He has done for us, it is what He can do through us, it is what He has prepared for us; become a child again, depend on Him as your provider, as your protector, as your shelter, as your strength, as your Father, as your Life; be carried by Him, by His Spirit as a little child is carried by his parent; be nourished by Him as a parent nourished His child; be washed by Him as a parent wash His little ones; be clothe (in righteousness) by Him as a parent clothe his child; be chastened and Loved by Him as you grow at his feet, even as a child would grow up in the house of its parent.

 

LET GO and let Him Live in you, allow Him total access to you; it is not what we have done, it is what He has done for us; it is not where we have been, it is where we are going in Him; it is not what or how much we know, it is Him in us, the all knowing Elohim; it is not what we are able to do, it is He who is able to do all things for us and through us for His own Glory.

 

It is not how much Faith we have in and of ourselves, it must be that we BELIEVE in Yahshua; it is not by our might, nor our power, nor our strength, nor our ability, nor our wisdom, understanding, or knowledge, but by the Spirit of the Living God.

Oh what blessed sweet release when we LET GO of our own ability and will, what freedom and joy unspeakable; you must experience it, O you must; you must know when Father revealed to me that my purpose in LIFE (spiritual) is to be the instrument of His Glory, I was astounded, O’ God me, an instrument of your Glory?  What an honor bestowed upon me, upon us to carry the Glory of the Everlasting father.  How is this possible you might ask!  By showing Himself mighty in us, He shall greatly magnify himself in us by His mighty works in those of us who LET GO and LET Him.

 

I am saying He takes pleasure in me, in us, vessels chosen to be instruments of His Glory and of His Joy, and I am well pleased and filled with joy and excitement that our Lord would take pleasure in me, in us; His Love for us is beyond our understanding, deeper than the ocean, higher than the Heavens and reached far into Eternity; yes, He takes pleasure in us, we are chosen to be instruments of His Love and of His joy, and of his Glory, and of his Might, and of His Power and of His Strength and Authority; Saints, we will say to the raging sea, be still, and it will stand still.

 

This, my brothers and sisters is my Faith in the Most High Elohim; this is the message to you, sent by your Father in Heaven, telling you to LET GO and LET HIM!  He is coming sooner than you think, even at the doors! I am ready, I have LET GO.  Have you LET GO?  If you are still holding on to self, please LET GO and LET HIM; it is a personal experience for only you, a SWEET RELEASE!

 

Habakkuk 2:4, Behold, his soul which is lifted up is not upright in him: but the just shall live by his faith.
Matthew 9:22, But Jesus turned him about, and when he saw her, he said, Daughter, be of good comfort; thy faith hath made thee whole. And the woman was made whole from that hour.
Matthew 9:29, Then touched he their eyes, saying, According to your faith be it unto you.
Matthew 14:31, And immediately Jesus stretched forth his hand, and caught him, and said unto him, O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?
Matthew 21:21, Jesus answered and said unto them, Verily I say unto you, If ye have faith, and doubt not, ye shall not only do this which is done to the fig tree, but also if ye shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; it shall be done.
Mark 11:22, and Jesus answering saith unto them, have faith in God.
Luke 8:25: and he said unto them, where is your faith? And they being afraid wondered, saying one to another, what manner of man is this, for he commanded even the winds and water, and they obey him.
Acts 6:8, And Stephen, full of faith and power, did great wonders and miracles among the people.
1 Corinthians 2:5: that your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God.
1 Peter 1:7: that the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honor and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ.
1 John 5:4: for whatsoever is born of God overcomes the world, and this is the victory that overcometh the world, even our faith.
Jude 1:20: but ye, beloved building up yourselves on your most holy faith, praying in the Holy Ghost.
Revelation 14:12, Here is the patience of the saints: here are they that keep the commandments of God, and the faith of Jesus.
You see saints, without Faith in Yahshua you can do nothing and you are nothing, impossible to please God.

 

Folks, for those of you who missed what these few scriptures are saying, know that without absolute Faith in the power, might and authority of Yahovah Elohim you cannot please God and therefore you will not be a vessel prepared to be used of God as an instrument of His Glory.  Scriptures tells us we must have Faith in God, not wavering Faith; we must first LET GO, free ourselves of every and anything that is not of Yahshua, acknowledge within ourselves that we are unable to please God within our own abilities and works; any religious works of the flesh done in the name of the Lord is not accepted by God and your work is in vain; we cannot please God with fleshly works assuming that it is God’s will; His ways are so much higher than ours and His ways are not our ways; we must not assume that Elohim want us to do this or that and expect to be blessed by your fleshly deeds; we must be moved by the Spirit of Elohim, Him doing the works in us and for us; He must be the one moving us by His Spirit to say and do the works of Faith; it is His will to be done on Earth as it is in Heaven not ours; many go about doing their own thing in the name of the Lord, but they are not led by Him, their works is in vain; instead we must spend time getting to know our Lord, spend quality time with Him; allow Him to move you by His Spirit to do His will; be obedient to His commandments, trust, believe, have Faith in Him; and wait upon Him to move and direct you.  

 

Just imagine your three year old preparing a gourmet dinner and arranging an important meeting for the President and his cabinet. Yes!  I thought so, impossible Right?   Well there are many who go about like three year olds not knowing anything, they don’t even know Christ and they are not hearing from Him, yet they believe they are doing God a favor by preparing the people to meet the Creator of the Universe while they themselves are not matured enough to meet Him or to obey Him; much like three year olds, they are not listening, they just go about doing their own thing, being disobedient; Repent, said the Lord, lest I come upon you like a thief in the night; repent for my coming draws neigh, even at the doors.

 

Folks there is nothing wrong with desiring to be a vessel chosen by Father for His mighty works, but this is just it; you have to be a chosen vessel, empty, broken, molded, and filled by His Holy Spirit to be use by the Potter Himself; a vessel chosen to be an instrument of His Glory, His joy, His pleasure, His mighty works; an vessel carried about by His Spirit to be filled with his power, his might, his strength, his authority, his love, his glory and his mighty works.

 

LET GO and LET HIM!

 

 Joan Matthews, Servant and Warrior of the Most High God, Yahweh
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UGH i despise being a pastors daughter. Just got back from dad’s church. A new english ministry pastor & wife came. The pastor is pretty chill, but the wife. ugh. I usually read a book during dad’s boringass sermon. She tells me to put away my book & pay attention. She translated the boring sermon to me the ENTIRE HOUR, as if i were interested. Then for lunch, another lady comes to me, "where were u the past 2 sundays. you should be here to support your dad." I was like "I have work some sundays, ill come when i can." she goes "your the pastors daughter, you need to come." a;lkdsjfa;lkdsfj. UGH. Can you do me a favor and shut the hell up. My DAD is the one who chose to be a pastor, NOT ME. The church is HIS responsibility, NOT MINE. You church ppl have bothered me for 20+ yrs, can you leave me the F alone now?! I was so pissed, didnt bother to smile, etc. Mom kept telling me, "Dont make your anger so obvious to everyone." Well then STOP FORCING ME TO COME OUT. da*n. koreans are hard to deal with. I can be assertive with everyone now, EXCEPT korean adults, cuz theyre always right & it doesnt matter what you say, what schedule you have, etc, you just do whatever they want. UGH. Its like they have kids so they can have free slaves. 

I’m thinking about quitting dads church again.
Theyre pissing me off.
But I have to choose between:

1) swallow my anger, show my anger in passive ways, and go to church
2) ditch his church like i want to, but feel guilty forever for not supporting my dad’s #1 passion in life and get CRAP about it.

Yeah. Great choices.

UGH. hate sundays. 

And when new ppl come, everyone introduces me, "Shes the pastors daughter! She’s the pastors daughter" and newcomes are like "ohhh! HI! wow, nice to meet you." Yes, I’m a pastors daughter, SO WHAT?! leave me the F*** ALONE. ugh.  

such bull****. 

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I’m leaving in 3 minutes to a conference in Oregon, so I’ll make this quick.
Life has been sweet!
Got hired part time @ a day care (3-min away from home)
and have started a business in Pre Paid Legal services.
My friends are making money off of it
and I’ve been in it for 2 weeks and am enjoying it.
I never thought I’d be a business person
but it turns out to be a right fit for my personality.
It’s hard work, but also easy and fun.
Today is OREGON conference w/ friends!!
The speaker/trainer is someone who sold shoes 6-yrs ago
and is now a mutil-millionaire from prepaid legal.

I’ve got someone pending under my name
and have gotten 6 prospects so far!
woot!

Ive been consumed by work and friends lately. 

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The whole Earth is filled with His Glory 

April 3, 2010

I awoke this morning, as Father whispered in my spirit saying, “the whole Earth is filled with His Glory”; I began meditating on what this might mean and what is it the Lord is saying to me; please see my other article, the Lord said to me, “people is moved from Grace to Glory.

 

The whole Earth is filled with His Glory;

What is the Glory of Elohim?  How does His Glory manifest in the Earth? 

The Glory of Elohim is Yahshua, the only begotten Son of God, and the Light of the World.

The Glory of Elohim is His Love that is seen throughout the whole universe.

The Glory of Elohim is seen in Creation.

The Glory of Elohim is seen in His powerful and mighty works in Heaven and in the Earth.

Look at the trees blooming in springtime, look at the flowers, look at the birds of the air, look at the animals in the sea and on land, look at the waters of the of the Earth, the seas, and river and lakes; look at the sun, the moon, the stars and all the other constellations; let us take at look at each other, the complexities of creation and how everything is ordered and ordained by Almighty Elohim; the sun, the moon, the seasonal trees and plants, they do not transgress their ways.

 

The whole Earth is filled with His Glory; Elohim is glorified in all things whether we acknowledged this or not, The Lord is glorified in nature and in us and in all creation; in the face of abounding wickedness the Lord is all the more Glorified in righteous; saints prepare yourselves for an even more glorious event coming soon to Earth, the whole Earth will be filled more so with His Glory on an even bigger scale than what we have ever seen; Father is preparing our hearts to receive His Glory through His son Yahshua in His saints; we will manifest the Glory of God on Earth.

 

Today April 7 is my birthday, Father has given me the greatest birthday gift, a glorious boost of His Love and of His Faith; tell your brothers and sisters, say to them, you are my elect, my called out ones, my vessels of honor; I will manifest myself in you, I will do exploit through you in the Earth; I have called you at this time for my own glory, you have been sealed, set apart for such a time as this; I will perform my works through you; know that no weapons formed against you shall prosper, though the Heavens my shake and the Earth may moved out of place nothing shall come neigh you.

 

You my faithful ones are the Light shining in the darkness, you will carry my Light/Truth, and my Glory (through His works in us); I the Lord your God will shine through you, you will manifest my Glory, my strength is made perfect in you; be not shaken when you see all these things happening; my children you have done well, do not look at their faces, do not consider their strength, look to me who is your strength, I Am that I am; I Am your strength, the strength of the Universe; the kings of this world have nothing if it were not given to them from above; they that hate me shall quake and tremble before me and I shall bring them to naught, soon, very soon child.

 

The whole Earth is filled with my Glory, Glory in my son, yes I will be glorified in my Son through you my saints, the time is at hand and now is; be prepared, look up for your redemption draws neigh; look up I say for the coming of your Lord is closer than when you first believe; I love you all, before the Earth was formed I have loved you, loved you; know who you are, acknowledge who you are, know that you are in the world, but you are not of the world; know that you were ordained for such a time as this; you are the Light and Salt of your God in the Earth. You are my voice in the Earth, you are my sons and daughters who will carry my Glory in the Earth; I will never leave your nor forsake you, I will be with you till the end of the World.

 

I said you shall do greater works than what I did in the Earth, my Word is Truth and is Faithful, I will perform that which has gone forth from my mouth; am I a man that I should lie, said the Lord?  Even so, know that you have arrived, my Glory shall fill the whole Earth; you my saints shall manifest my Glory through my son by the works that I will perform in you; I have come to give you wealth, not as the world gives, the wealth of the world perishes with them that hold fast to it; I come to give you the wealth of my Fathers Kingdom; robbers and thieves cannot break in, moth and rust cannot corrupt; the wealth of my Father is His abundant Love, everlasting Life, I Am the Life, I Am my Fathers Love; you believe in God, believe also in me, in my Father’s house are many mansions, I go to prepare a place for you; I Am coming soon to receive you unto myself, that where I Am there you shall also be; I in my Father and my Father in me, I and my Father are one, we (Father & Son) are one in you and you in me.

 

I know there are some confusion among my people, because some have prophesied of a transfer of (physical) wealth coming to the righteous (from the world); tell me my love, what would you do with it?  What will you do with the cankered wealth of this world?  You are not of this world; is your heart fixed on the things of this world?  You cannot take the wealth of the world with you where you are going; I am your portion, I am your inheritance, the gifts of God are not carnal they are spiritual; think not that I am unable, for surely I am able by my own strength and power and wisdom to perform that which I say I will do in the Earth.

 

I am the only power in the Universe, I command the wind and it obeys; I command the sea, it rages, it is gathered together in one place, the sea does not part from my command; I rained manner from Heaven, I brought forth water from the dry rock; I command and the Heavens and the Earth were established; do not listened to them child, many of them are not hearing from me; for false christ’s  and false prophets shall prophesy lies, this is strong delusion that they may believe a lie, because they love not the Truth.

 

I will prove (manifest) myself in the Earth, even so I am able to supply all your (saints) need in the days ahead; am I a man that I need the wealth of this world to glorify myself in you (saints) in the Earth?  I am sufficient for you, I am your portion, I am your inheritance; am I not able to equip my bride, my warriors?  Your fight is not carnal but spiritual, you fight not against flesh and blood, but against spiritual wickedness in high places; do not worry yourselves for the things of tomorrow, for I have already taken care of tomorrow; (faith is the evidence of things not seen); I will lead you (saints) through the valley of the shadow of death (this world is the valley of the shadow of death, the shadow of death hangs on every physically living things on Earth); you shall fear no evil for I am with you always, even to the end of the world.

 

I will show myself strong and powerful and mighty and glorious through you, my saints in the Earth; where is my Glory in the wealth and riches and things of this world?  Where is my might and my strength and my power in the things of this world?  Even so, they of this world are glorified in the wealth and the things of this world; I the Lord your God have no pleasure in things; I will Glorify myself in you (saint), but not with mans help, for I am an all sufficient God; there are no impossibilities with me; did I not by my own strength and power and might and glory free my people Israel from the gods of this world with an out-stretched arm?  Even the arm of Moses my servant; do you not believe that I Am the same God yesterday today and forever?  Even so, I AM is able to deliver my people Israel (spiritual Israel/born of the Spirit) in this the last day with an out-stretched arm; you my saints are my out-stretched arm; I have given you my voice, my strength, my power, my might, my authority and my Glory; I shall lead my people out of this Egypt and into the promised land by my own power and authority; I have prepared a place for you, a place of habitation; in my Fathers house are many, many mansions; I have prepared a new Jerusalem for you; you will go with my blessing, with my authority, with my strength, with my power and with my Glory; I AM is able to supply all your needs even as I supplied the needs of my people Israel in the days of my servant Moses; I am able by my own self to set my people free, I will be Glorified not with mans feeble help, but by my own strength, and power and might and authority in my warriors.

 

Have faith my little ones, my loyal and faithful servants and warriors; walk in my faith, consider all things done; it is finished! It has been done on the cross! Only believe in me (Word)! Little children, the work has been done for you!  Only believe in the only begotten of the Father!  Have faith in my Word, the Word is God who was in the beginning!  I AM the Word made Flesh!  You believe in God believe also in me!  Again I say have faith, for it is finished! Count my promises, the Work is done for you, walk in my faith, believe in me, in my Word, it is I who will do all the work for you! 

 

Matthew 24:24: For there shall arise false Christ’s, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect.

2 Thessalonians 2; ¹Now we beseech you, brethren, by the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, and by our gathering together unto him.
²That ye be not soon shaken in mind, or be troubled, neither by spirit, nor by word, nor by letter as from us, as that the day of Christ is at hand.
³Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;
⁴Who opposeth and exalteth himself above all that is called God, or that is worshipped; so that he as God sitteth in the temple of God, shewing himself that he is God.
⁵Remember ye not, that, when I was yet with you, I told you these things?
⁶And now ye know what withholdeth that he might be revealed in his time.
⁷For the mystery of iniquity doth already work: only he who now letteth will let, until he be taken out of the way.
⁸And then shall that Wicked be revealed, whom the Lord shall consume with the spirit of his mouth, and shall destroy with the brightness of his coming:
⁹Even him, whose coming is after the working of Satan with all power and signs and lying wonders.
¹⁰And with all deceivableness of unrighteousness in them that perish; because they received not the love of the truth, that they might be saved.
¹¹And for this cause God shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie.
¹²That they all might be damned who believed not the truth, but had pleasure in unrighteousness.

My desire is to die to self, that my Lord will burn up my thoughts, my mind, my works, my heart, my strength, my will, my understanding, my wisdom, knowledge, my power, my authority and my love; I desire that He give me His Spirit, His will, His love and all the desires of His heart; what are the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4: Delight thyself also in the LORD: and he shall give thee the desires of thy heart.  (I love this promise, because it is such a sure Word).
When we delight ourselves in the things of Elohim and His righteousness He shall give us the desires of our hearts.  Are you desiring and in agreement with the Holy Spirit, saying come quickly Lord, Yahshua, come; folks many of us (Bride) have this incredible desire for the coming forth of our Lord Yahshua, and for this kingdom age to end that Elohim’s Kingdom might come and fill the whole Earth. 

 

It is also very sad that when I mention to church goers, saying I anxiously await for the coming of Christ, or that I hate this world and the things of this life, that I can’t wait to be made completely whole and to be one with my king; these people finds it necessary to rebuke me, saying you should not say this, we cannot force God to come until He is ready, or that we have to occupy until he comes; who said anything about forcing God’s hand?  Who can force the hand of God?  Do we have a choice not to occupy until he comes?  It sure makes a difference though how we occupy our time of Grace.

To occupy means to busy ourselves with our Father’s business, to prepare ourselves and make ready for His return and to earnestly wait in anticipation for Him; many believes to occupy means to busy themselves with the things of this world, what a twisted belief; do we occupy time satisfying the flesh, living the life of the world? Or do we occupy time dying to the flesh and to this world?  Even so, these people are not looking for the glorious appearing of our Lord and Savior, Yahshua, they are simply not ready for His return; they are conform to this world and to this life; therefore they hate to acknowledge that our Lord will come soon and burst the little bubble they themselves are in; many church people simply haven’t prepared themselves spiritually for the return of our Lord; they are too busy being occupying and being occupied with the things of this life to even desire His return, being one with our King; He shall surely give them the desires of their hearts.

Titus 2:12 Teaching us that, denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously, and godly, in this present world;
¹³Looking for that blessed hope, and the glorious appearing of the great God and our Savior Jesus Christ;
¹⁴Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works.
¹⁵These things speak, and exhort, and rebuke with all authority. Let no man despise thee.

Romans 8: ²²For we know that the whole creation groaneth and travaileth in pain together until now.  ²³And not only they, but ourselves also, which have the firstfruits of the Spirit, even we ourselves groan within ourselves, waiting for the adoption, to wit, the redemption of our body.

Revelation 22:17: And the Spirit and the bride say, Come. And let him that heareth say, Come. And let him that is athirst come. And whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely.
See, that it is not an offence unto our Lord for us to desire and to call fort His coming; we are admonished to desire his return and to hate this life.

Folks we will not have peace in the physical living in this world, in the world we will have tribulation, in Christ we shall find peace, because there is no peace outside of Christ; even being a dedicated and obedient child of God does not exempt us from have trials, testing and temptations, but we are made strong through Christ.

Matthew 10: ³⁴Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword.  ³⁵For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law. (The Word of God is a sharp two-edged sword that brings separation among friends, family and the world)³⁶And a man’s foes shall be they of his own household. ³⁷He that loveth father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: and he that loveth son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me. ³⁸And he that taketh not his cross, and followeth after me, is not worthy of me.

³⁹He that findeth his life (in this world) shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it.  (See, he that live deliciously in this life without desiring to be like Christ shall loose their life; and he that loose his life/hate this life for Christ sake shall find life everlasting, Yahshua is the Life).

 

Yahshua is Yahweh’s amazing Love, He is he embodiment of Yahweh’s love; Yahshua said John 16:13: Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will show you things to come.  Saints the things of Elohim cannot be thaught by man, for man do not know Elohim; the things of Elohim are unsearchable and unutterable and can only be taught by Holy Spirit through Yahshua; when He teaches us he causes us to know and to experience him and by our experience of Him we testify of him and our testimony is sure; our God is unsearchable, we can never fully know Him, He can reveal things to us that are not found written; we only know that which he reveals to us through His prophets and apostles, and through Yahshua who is the Word.

 

Elohim is unsearchable, no one, not even the angels of Heaven knows everything about Him, what we do know has been gravely misinterpreted by so-called prophets and teachers. Elohim is unspeakable, who can speak for Him?  Who can speak on His behalf unless He first reveals Himself to him/her?  Who can know the ways of God unless he shows us; Elohim is indescribable, who can describe Him?  Who dare to tell of Him, no one has ever seen Elohim at anytime, except the only begotten Son, Him only have direct access to the Father; Father is glorified in the Son, let us not limit Elohim to our own carnal understanding and knowledge, let us not limit His Word to our own carnal understanding, because in doing so we missed out on allowing Holy Spirit to reveal the Father and the Son to us.

 

Yahshua said in my Father’s house are many mansions, I go to prepare a PLACE for you and I will come again and receive you unto myself, that where I am, there you may be also; this PLACE is not a place to be, it is a STATE of being; Yahshua said that where I Am, there you may be also; where is Yahshua?  He is in His Father and His Father in Him, they are ONE; He has his Fathers mind, His Father’s, will and his Father’s thoughts; so it is with us, I in Him and Him in me, we must have the mind, the thoughts and the will of Yahshua, being one in Him.

 

Eternity is forever, this means we have all eternity to learn of Him and to become one in Him; our journey to Father is an ever learning process, we will never stop learning of him; thought this time may pass, one thousand years with Yahshua will be a glorious time of learning and getting to know our bridegroom; after the millilium is ended, what then, Heaven and Earth will pass away, behold He will make all things new; this, my brothers and sisters will be an eternal school of ever learning, searching and seeking out his unsearchable, unspeakable and unutterable ways.

 

He shall fill the whole Earth with His Knowledge, His Wisdom, His Understanding, His Love, His Justice, His Power, His Authority, His Might and His Strength, for the Earth is the Lord’s the fullness thereof and everything in it; Father will be Glorified in Yahshua, Yahshua & Father will be Glorified in His saints in the Earth; the whole Earth shall be filled with His Glory, we the saints of God will display the Glory of Almighty Elohim; the kingdoms of this world will become the Kingdom of our God, and the power of His Christ.

  

Joan Matthews, Servant and Warrior of the Most High God, Yahweh

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