After my 2-day depression period (after realizing that the boy is a party boy after all), I’m back to my normal self. I went out and partied myself a lot this weekend. I guess it’s the only way I feel better when I’m dating a party boy. If he’s out meeting girls, I wanna be out meeting guys. I went to a dance/bar on Friday and 4 guys asked for my number. I also have a date planned with another guy who I was interested in 3-4 yrs ago. He’s actually a quality guy, someone whos not just after booty. We had a thing but I isolated for years because of ED. I’m not like that anymore, so we’re gonna hangout again I feel so much better now that I have more options at my fingertips. I dont have all my eggs in one basket (that boy). I have nothing against the boy & he’s done nothing to spark all my suspicions. It’s just that he looks like an abercrombie model & ALL my friends think he’s drop dead gorgeous (which he is). So I’m just highly suspicious due to his looks. So I’m just being extra careful and not getting attached to him. He called me today & wanted to hangout Monday, but I said I cant until the weekend. I’m starting a new job so I have training everyday this week after school. It’s gona be a busy week. Plus, I secretly wanna lose more weight before I see him so thats why I did that. Also, a guy I met at the bar called & we have plans to meet at the same bar this weekend. It feels so much better to have options. I do not like being hung up on one guy. 

Anyways, busy week ahead! So glad I got my head back on my shoulders & no longer am trippin over some boy Back to studying, concentrating, working, and livin my life. 

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