Anorexia Treatment

Finish school

Nice to see you back, amrita! I cant comment on your blog so just giving you a shoutout here :)

So a few updates.

I’m 90% physically recovered from my 2-week sickness. Started jogging yesterday. Back to work tomorrow. YES, YES, YES. I hated being sick and stuck in bed all day.

I’m determined to finish school. I’ve applied to WWU as a returning student. Hopefully they’ll take me back. If not, I’ll continue my science classes at a community college and apply to Bastyr Univ in the fall where I know I’ll be accepted, plus they have my MOST IDEAL program in Nutrition. If WWU accepts me, I’ll start in January and major in Exercise and Sports Science. If they reject me, it’s Nutrition at Bastyr. It’s a win-win situation. I’m hoping to take a chemistry class this fall, but it’s full… so I’m going to just attend the first day of class and ask and BEG the instructor to just let me in. I hear it sometimes works.

I have to finish school. Without a degree, I feel like a directionless, useless human being. I want a degree. I want a temporary english teaching job in Korea where a BA is required. I want to work in the health/nutrition field long term. I want to learn and be educated. The main reason why I kept ignoring school was cuz I thought, "I’m already 2-yrs behind, Ive already dropped out, my aunts/uncles mustve already given up on me so I might as well try to succeed in something other than school which will take another 2 yrs." But you know what, I’m not going to do this mainly for my uncles/aunts. It’s mainly for myself. Plus, I know they’ll be proud of me for trying again in school, and they’ll really be proud when I graduate.  

Food. Yesterday was really healthy – no carbs, except fruits, and jogged. Today was so unhealthy cuz friend treated me to lunch and dinner. Dimsun (chinese) for lunch and pizza for dinner. I had 2 slices. but I’m not freaking out about it. 30-min after the meal, I felt very uncomfortable and wanted to b/p… but I didn’t. Instead, I went to the library, turned in papers for school application, etc… which made me focused/motivated for school… which took away my ED urges. Same thing after dinner.  

I am so ready to be a top student. 

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