Everythings great except money.
Thats my #1 stressor now
which is still great cuz I prefer that over family/sister drama. 
Anyways, I dont have a car now
so I need to buy a monthly bus pass
but that’ll take a week to get here
so i gotta pay all my fares (about $5-7 per day!) until then… GAH.
and i think i got a job at a pizza joint!
the manager called me in,
he wasnt there but he told someone to give me the paperwork,
so i filled out my tax forms, etc.. which means im hired, right??
i think im hired but not 100% so ill find out tmrw when i contact him.
i hope i start and get paid soon, i need it!  
my bank account is NEGATIVE right now… like craaaazy negative, i dont even wana check the amount.
sucks! i get a 800 number calling me everyday which i ignore
cuz i cant fill up my account right now anyway.
ugh, that stresses me out. 
i need to get paid soon.
i go up to my parents once/week for piano lessons
so i got paid enough for may’s rent yesterday
but i need cash for groceries and other living expenses. 

other than that, its been great.
i have really great friends who i consider my 2nd family,
so thats been really fun.

I borrowed dad’s laptop until i get a new one
but i have to find a free wifi hotspot in town
and walk there to use the laptop haha.
im at a bagel shop right now.

1-2 more months and i will have: 
- monthly bus pass
- internet connection
- MY laptop
- 2 jobs (piano + pizza)
- money to cook & invite parents/friends over
- dining table
- new phone

and i admit… ED-wise, im falling back on my old ana ways, looking up "thinspo pics,"
restricting/recording daily intake, etc,
but not to the extent of insanity.
im really happy actually (except money stress). 
anyways, hope everyones doing well these days
and T – have fun on your escape getaway!

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