I just wanted to do some reflecting before I tune out on hulu.com

Today was a pretty good, albeit uneventful, day. Snow day – no school, stayed home, lazy day. I’m caught up on my studies so it’s been a relaxing day. I ran 2 miles, went for a mini-walk in the snow, updated my iPod, watched ‘Sound of Music’ with my parents, made a collage, exfoliated my hands, organized my closet, and reviewed chemistry. I’m pretty sure school will be cancelled again tomorrow which is great because I can sleep in, but not so great because I highly prefer productivity over laziness. I just feel better when I’m busy and accomplishing things. So if we’re snowed in again tomorrow, my challenge will be to preoccupy myself well. I did good today, but that will need to extend til tomorrow and over thanksgiving break where I have no school. Things I can do: Prepare for band practice, softball drills, run, go for a snowy walk, SAT/GRE exercises, review chem/math, then rest and do whatever I feel like doing. Weekends are harder for me (ED-wise) if I dont study long hours. I’ll need to be extra careful for the extra long weekend and be productive. 

Our home has been unusually peaceful the past 3 weeks ever since mom was diagnosed with cancer. My parents havent had a major fight and they actually watch shows together every night… WEIRD! and awesome. They went for walks, to the beach, out to dinner… in the past 2-3 wks, they’ve probably went on the same # of dates that they have during their entire 20-yr marriage. It’s pretty crazy, weird, and awesome. Guess that’s the bittersweet silver-lining to cancer.

The ex. I’m still torn about it. I cut off contact for a while so I’m curious to see how he’s doing, if he’s seeing anyone, how he feels about me, etc. I dumped him years ago and he was still hung up on me for 2 yrs but I still resented him. I dont resent him (that much) anymore and I wonder what he’s up to now. I’ve been comfortably single and hiding for a year… and I’m ready to get out in the dating scene now. I’m much more stable than before. I’ll start dating again after this quarter.

Yesterday was my 1st softball practice. Lots of running, pushups, and pitching drills. My shoulders/arms are sore. I loved it. I was supposed to get new gloves/ball today but didnt wana drive 1-hr in the snow. The snow is gorgeous but I hate that it puts life on pause… stuck at home, no school, no softball, no friends, no piano students. I cant wait til it all clears up. And hopefully it wont be this way the entire winter season because I have nursing assistant training Dec 13 – Jan 11. PLEASE EARTH, dont snow. However, the bright side is that my parents get to stay home from work and relax – super rare for them. So I was happy for them and we had a good time hanging out a bit.

ED. I’m hesitant to write on this topic. For some reason, I’m afraid that writing about it will ruin the good streak I’m on and I’ll relapse or something… which is dumb because NOT facing it is what keeps you sick. So here it is. I did good today! Breakfast – veggie burrito w/ avocado salsa. Lunch – Sushi roll (w/o rice) + fish. Snack – 2 tangerines. Dinner – Sushi roll (w/o rice) + fish, just like lunch. Snack – 2 tangerines. Then I went for a 10-min walk and ran 2 miles at home because it was freezing outside. Then practiced pitching. 

Happy Thanksgiving week everyone! 

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